When Long-term Corticosteroid Treatment Lands You in the ‘Predni-zone’
“You are about to enter another dimension. A dimension not only of sight and sound, but of mind. A journey into a not-so-wondrous land of side effects. … Next stop: the ‘predni-zone.'”
I have been living in the “predni-zone” for more than 14 years. In eosinophilic granulomatosis with polyangiitis (EGPA), the corticosteroid prednisone is used for its immune- and inflammatory-suppressing properties. It has helped me to breathe and to keep my EGPA quiet.
But it also has changed my body shape and caused lifelong side effects that I must now endure. I am grateful for the medication, which has lowered inflammation and saved my life on many occasions, but I also hate it for the changes it has caused my mind and body.
When I received my first prescription of it because of suspected cough-variant asthma in 2006, it was like a magic pill. After months of having a constant cough and shortness of breath, I found that prednisone made my breathing easier and gave me a sudden burst of energy. It even eliminated purpura on my upper legs.
At the time, I didn’t care about its side effects, I was just happy I could take deep breaths again.
I also found myself staying up all night to clean my house and bake Rice Krispies Treats. At first, I didn’t realize prednisone had caused my increased energy and hunger. My husband was happy I had the energy to clean the house, but he didn’t appreciate the shin bruises he got from tripping over the furniture I moved every night.
At my next doctor’s appointment, I happily announced that I thought prednisone had cured me. I could breathe, my rash disappeared, and I had lots of energy. The doctor flashed me an all-knowing smile and began tapering my medication. I naively thought I could stay on prednisone and everything would be fine.
By my fourth month on the corticosteroid, I realized I had entered what I call the “predni-zone.” It felt like an altered reality. I felt every emotion with such intensity that I began to question my sanity. But every time we tried to taper and lower the dose, my symptoms returned.
As my doctor worked diligently to diagnose me, I had to deal with the drug’s powerful side effects. I had difficulty falling asleep, my mood shifts were extreme, I was constantly sweating, even in the winter cold, and my hands shook so much that my family noticed when I started hiding broken dishware.
When I reached the milestone of one year on the drug, more severe side effects began to affect my health. The eye doctor noted an increase in eye pressure, my blood sugar was increasing, and I had gained 40 pounds. My face was unrecognizable from swelling, and I was taking two additional medications to combat constant heartburn.
Meanwhile, doctors continued adding other immune-suppressing medicines while trying to taper the prednisone. Yet at the time, I didn’t realize I eventually would have to make peace with the possibility of never leaving this so-called predni-zone.
It took me a decade to accept my dependence on it. I eventually realized that my health suffered every time I tried to stop taking it. I would recover from each deterioration for months, yet I always ended up back on prednisone.
I now have adrenal insufficiency, so the drug has become an essential part of keeping me alive and well. Although I never would have chosen this fate, it’s where I find myself, and I’m fortunate it was invented.
If you find yourself in the “predni-zone,” get educated about the drug’s side effects, and seek medical help when appropriate. It can cause severe mood changes, so reach out to your medical team for assistance as needed. Remember, you are not alone.
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Comments
Bonni G. Akalis
Another fantastic, descriptive creative essay, Suzanne. Our journey is nearly identical and I so appreciate your beautiful writing...🙂
Suzanne DePaolis
Thank you Bonnie, for your kind words.
Monica Sleep
Now I must adjust to the fact that I do have to buy larger sized clothes and learn to accept it.And Hope the trouble with my eyes does not take my sight from me.The swollen feet and ankles make me wonder what shoes I will be able to buy and wear!
Suzanne DePaolis
Monica, I also have 3 sizes of clothes in my closet and different shoes for different prednisone doses. It can be upsetting. I see an eye doctor every 4 months for vision issues. It's important to not forget about eye/vision care. Thank you for that reminder.
Nell Lindsay Byrd Caldwell
My good friend has been given this general diagnosis. She is visiting UNC@ Chapel Hill. I consider her my daughter, love wise. I have been in nursing, registered nurse since 1970. I am not familiar with this problem. Any help, direction, instructions would be very helpful. Thanks, sincerely Nell Lindsay Byrd Caldwell
Suzanne DePaolis
Hi Neil. A good place to get information is the nonprofit, Vasculitis Foundation located in the United States. Here is the link: https://www.vasculitisfoundation.org/ Also ANCA Vasculitis News has some excellent links and information: http://ancavasculitisnews.com/what-is-anca-vasculitis/
Silvana Barone
Suzanne i had the same problem as you and i have been taking prednisone for over 40 years...in my closet i have clothes of all sizes...sometimes i take only 5mg a day and i try to lose weight and then i go down again and i have to take 40mg a day...it's just a pain...i can't sleep at night and i am always angry and hungry...can't control it. it's very hard but we need to take this heck of the medicine
Suzanne DePaolis
Yes, as you stated, "it's a heck of a medicine," but I can get over the vanity of my ever-changing wardrobe size, I can continue to go out and enjoy all life has to offer. Forty years is a long time on prednisone, but you give me hope for the future. Thank you for sharing your experience.
Andrea Carb
Long term need for Prednisone is a blessing and a curse. Prednisone saves lives; it is a powerful anti-inflammatory. When you first start it (in my case for Granulomatosis Polyangetitis), you feel like a million bucks. Pain gone, energy up; you feel like you are 19 again.
But that feeling does not last.
As soon as you feel better, your doctor will start tapering your dose.
Long term use is considered more than 2 weeks.
It shuts down your own adrenal gland production of cortisol. Recently, I got down to almost 1 mg. I was soon at the doctor with my symptoms back. He gave me an injection of depomethylprendisolone and increased my oral dose to 4 mg a day. I am lucky I did not have a swollen face, but have gained weight.
CoVid has made things worse; I need physical therapy, but until my 2nd Pfizer dose + 2 weeks, I can't consider going to a gym or a PT facility. Prednisone suppresses your immune system so you are extra vulnerable to catching anything contagious. If you need it for a short term (2 weeks or less), it usually causes no problem.
I am in my 5th year. Every muscle and joint in my body hurts every single day even with a low dose. At 73, I am resigned that I will always need it. My doctor lets me decide the dose, but not all doctors do. It weakens the bones, effects eyesight, may cause skin problems, dental problems, water retention, purple marks on skin. A few lucky people are freed from it, but that depends on your diagnosis. I haven't found one rheumatologist I like or trust. Very few are specialists or are very knowledgeable in vasculitis.So my PCP, has agreed to prescribe it and respects my judgment. But without it, I would not be able to walk at all. It still hurts to walk around my house, but you must move , rest, move, rest. It helps your symptoms, and lowers inflammation,but is not curing anything. But I wouldn't be without it.It can make you feel moody, angry, crazy, but everyone reacts differently. Hope this helped some. Andrea A Carb
Tom Land
Suzanne- Have you heard about a new prednisone substitute -Avacopan- that has been approved by the FDA, but will not be broadly available until the end of this year or 2022? The clinical results have been promising and look to have fewer side effects than prednisone.
The ADVOCATE study compared efficacy of avacopan in combination with Roche RHHBY / Biogen’s BIIB Rituxan (rituximab) or chemotherapy, cyclophosphamide to current standard of care ("SOC") of prednisone, a glucocorticoid or steroid, plus Rituxan or cyclophosphamide.
Data from the study showed that patients in the study treated with avacopan achieved both primary endpoints of clinical remission at weeks 26 and 52. Clinical remission was statistically superior in the avacopan arm compared to SOC at 52 weeks.
Clinical remission, as measured by Birmingham Vasculitis Activity Score ("BVAS"), was achieved in 72.3% of patients in the avacopan arm compared to 70.1% in the SOC arm at week 26. Moreover, 65.7% of patients treated with avacopan achieved sustained remission in week 52, compared to 54.9% for the SOC arm. Treatment with avacopan also significantly reduced glucocorticoid toxicity and improved kidney function versus SOC.
Meanwhile, the safety profile of avacopan was also better than SOC as data showed there were fewer serious infections in the avacopan arm than the glucocorticoid SOC control arm.
Suzanne DePaolis
Hi Tom, Yes, Avacopan, when approved is expected to change many ANCA vasculitis patient's lives. The drug is under the final steps of FDA approval for MPA and GPA. Those are the two types of ANCA vasculitis is was tested for in clinical trials. Unfortunately, it is not, at this time being approved for EGPA so I will continue in the predni-zone.
Tom McCort
I have EGPA, which started showing symptoms in 2012 and was diagnosed in early 2013 when I was 64. I took heavy doses of prednisone initially, but for years have taken only 5 mg per day. I take Rituxan, two infusions per year. I also take a monthly subcutaneous immune globulin infusion, which I can do at home myself. Sounds odd, but the prednisone and the Rituxan lower the activity of the immune system, and the immune globulin boosts it. The prednisone dose is fairly low. Still have some muscle weakness, particularly in my feet. Use orthotics to help with walking. I can walk my German Shepherd and I can drive. Waiting to see if Avacopan can be added to the arsenal. But the Rituxan, immune globulin, and low dose of prednisone working well.
Pamela C
WARNING ⚠️ I TOO AM IN THE "PREDNI''ZONE'".
My journey began after a roughly 45 day coma. Quadruple organ failure, tracheotomy, tube in my stomach to provide food, kept under with propyphol and fentynal, I was so weak they had to keep me in a coma for my organs to start to repair themselves, luckily my partner was there everyday and documented everything via text. March 4th 2022, I walked in to the hospital a self proclaimed high functioning alcoholic who had been vomiting blood for over a week. Whenever I want to look back on that time I just read the captains log. One of the last messages I sent my partner before going under was "I just threw up so much blood it looked like a scene from the shining.", we thought when I got up from my coma and started making progress the party would be over but it had just begun. A couple months after being home I notice these two spots, which progressively got much worse. They were doing Biopsies left and right and a dermatologist put me on 80 mgs of prednisone. That was two years ago. Through many hardships, constant hospitalizations, countless sleepless nights and my body fighting me back I'm down to 5 mgs. I have a kidney function test coming up because I have suffered from adrenal insufficiency many times. Hypoxia, diabetes, 140 lb weight gain, septic shock, I once saw my blood pressure dropped to 57 over 26. That's just a mere snippet. I guess the reason I commented is I do feel alone. So alone. It's been over two years. I'm still in so much pain. I'm miserable. Does it get better? Do you ever stop feeling so alone in the predni'zone'? And does anyone know if any of these awful feelings ever get better. I'll be 31 in August. 9 months sober as of yesterday, I'm trying to do my part. But am I going to feel this way forever?
Mitchell Wilson
Suzanne,
May I ask if any of your close blood relatives (self, brothers or sisters, or children ever been diagnosed with ADHD. I'm sorry to have to ask that type of question, but I have been doing some specialized studies and if you do it may help me to find some answers for my own family. Please take this as a serious request and no information that you give me will be shared with anyone without your express written consent. I don't need to know any names or other info about anyone other that if they have been diagnosed with ADHD. Thank you for considering my request.