Being Sick Has Taught Me Empathy
It’s an experience every pet owner fears: Our 8-month-old German shepherd needed to be rushed to the emergency vet. Luckily, four hours and several hundred dollars later, he was sent home with some meds and pronounced just fine.
While my husband and I were overjoyed that our beloved pup was going to be OK, being at the pet hospital was traumatic. It wasn’t like being at a regular vet’s office. Most of the animals we saw were very sick or needed to be put to sleep. Many of the 15 or so pet owners we saw come through the door left the hospital in tears. We found ourselves crying too for what they were going through.
Seeing so much sadness made me reflect on how much I’ve developed emotionally over the years, particularly since my own illness surfaced.
I was diagnosed with granulomatosis with polyangiitis, a type of ANCA vasculitis, in 2005, more than half my life ago. In 2013, my rheumatologist pronounced me in remission, but autoimmune disorders are unpredictable. We don’t always know what triggers them, although stress and environmental factors play a role.
Having a chronic condition can leave you feeling like you have little control over your life, and it requires no small amount of resilience and emotional strength to cope. It has taught me to feel empathy for those in the vasculitis community. The more we can understand one another, the better we can support one another.
Empathy means being able to let go of myself and my personal concerns and to support someone else in their struggles.
Maybe it’s in my stars
Those of us born under the constellation Aquarius aren’t exactly known for deep feelings. Instead, we tend to be brainy, ruthless, and impulsive, sometimes at the expense of our emotional intelligence. Empathy is not my strong suit and I have to work hard to cultivate it.
But I do understood what people can feel when they receive a disease diagnosis. They can experience a lot of different emotions, and they have to come to accept that not every day will be a good day. They have to be willing to give voice to the negative as well as the positive. And they have to learn to tell themselves to take one step at a time, that they’re going to be all right.
After almost 18 years of living with vasculitis, I understand it’s important to show compassion toward those who struggle with the same issues I have struggled with. It’s easy to feel something when you’ve been there or can visualize yourself there. Though having empathy means taking on someone else’s hardship, it can draw us closer to that person and help us form a meaningful connection. From it we can both move forward.
Developing empathy for others also encourages kindness to ourselves. If we can feel the pain and hardship others go through, we may be more ready to accept our own limitations. Maybe we can even learn to love ourselves unconditionally. Just maybe.
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